Testing: Do not disturb


I’m currently being tested, of my faith & loyalty. It’s a tough time because it’s time to show God what I’m made of, that I can truly apply all that I know to my life.
I almost fell for all the traps many times these past few weeks, there is sooo much noise from everywhere! Which causes me to be down and aggravated because I just want to get past this, it’s all too much. Everything around me is overwhelming me and stressing me out, but I know He wants me to find peace in Him. It’s not easy because that’s not what the flesh wants. We give into our feelings and end up getting caught up in them more than in God. That’s my biggest downfall.


None of you can add any time to your life by worrying about it. And if you can’t do the little things, why worry about the big things? “Think about how the wildflowers grow. They don’t work or make clothes for themselves. But I tell you that even Solomon, the great and rich king, was not dressed as beautifully as one of these flowers. If God makes what grows in the field so beautiful, what do you think he will do for you? That’s just grass—one day it’s alive, and the next day someone throws it into a fire. But God cares enough to make it beautiful. Surely he will do much more for you. Your faith is so small! (‭Luke‬ ‭12‬:‭25-28‬ ERV)

Worry takes away your joy, but a kind word makes you happy. (‭Proverbs‬ ‭12‬:‭25‬ ERV)

Happy Wednesday🌿🌞

Reminder: proverbs 20:27

Your spirit is like a lamp to the Lord. He is able to see into your deepest parts. (‭Proverbs‬ ‭20‬:‭27‬ ERV)

Protect your spirit. Let the Holy Spirit guide you and your ways. Don’t let your sinful flesh take over you life & allow you to “dirty” your spirit, causing your spirit to be shaken. You can’t hide it from God.



Overwhelmed: Rant.

I feel so overwhelmed as of last night. I watched Exodus and even though it was a bit different from the bible (I just started reading Exodus last week – Im new to the old testament when it comes to stories,) luckily my husband knows a lot but seeing the bible come to life on the screen had me thinking and commenting during the movie:


I don’t know even know how to describe how I’m feeling, I guess overwhelmed is the word because I just want to be with God like right this second! I don’t even know what to say!!

Reminder: Exodus 14:14

You will not have to do anything but stay calm. The Lord will do the fighting for you.

I’m currently reading Exodus because I decided I wanna read the book before seeing the movie (cliché, but good motivation to finally read the bible like I’ve been meaning to) and I ran into a little verse I love. It was sort of a reminder, something we need to remember in our daily lives when we run into things that seem out of our control. I’m currently very still and enjoying my journey in getting to know God and his word. So glad to be here! My favorite place so far. The peace & joy I’ve been experiencing is unexplainable. God is too good!

Have a great night guys! Don’t forget God in the midst of all the partying and planning for NYE.



quick reflection: hebrews 5:11


This was a reminder to myself. I stumbled across this and it was like “hey bella, wake up!” Lately I have “stopped trying to understand.” I’ve stopped trying to seek God as much as before, because the world has distracted me and I let it. We need to check ourselves daily, if you’re not focusing on God and checking your thoughts, you will easily move away. Everytime I feel far from God I always remember that quote:
if you’re far from God, who moved?

That’s such a slap in the face! I had no balance these past few weeks because my husband was visiting fam in the US and ended up staying much longer than expected. Of course, we were attacked from all directions because the enemy knows when we’re apart we both get weak. Thankfully he came home yesterday, on the 25th (best Christmas gift ever, God worked wonders for us) so now we will get back into routine and back to our normal ways.

The verse goes on to mention about the solid food and milk. I feel like I keep going back to both, because of the lack of discipline. We should all strive to eat the solid food, especially those who know the word and have the opportunity to go deeper in it. (Again, checking myself)

Well, it’s 10:30 am and I’m still in bed cause I took today off. My husband’s back and everything feels alright.

Have a greattt day & don’t forget: don’t move away from God!💙


I’m so in sync with the Holy Spirit lately.
Literally, this whole weekend all I did was worship and crave Him, talk to Him, and write about things that He puts in my heart and it’s just like !!!!!
I even got to talk to my younger brother about God and he wants to come to our Saturday worship group which makes me happy cause he was pulled into church when he was dating & he just broke up with his girlfriend so it might be an opening! Awesome! 😍
And then my cousin was like “I love your last post on Instagram” and it makes me glad because I want people to read these things and a fire to ignite within them! That’s my goal, that’s why the HS guides me through those thoughts.

…People probably think I have so much free time cause I posted like 3 diff things on instagram and here I also had time to post, lol, it WAS the weekend and whatever anyway. Who cares! It needs to be said and I get so excited about it. I’m not shutting it out because of what people might think (people don’t think they just criticize)

How can people live life without God?!? Life is so bland without Him.